Black. Muslim. Woman.

Tiara Darnell

In May 2017 a classmate of mine at the University of Oregon’s School of Journalism and Communication connected me with Fatmah Worfeley, a nineteen-year-old local activist and student at Portland State University. From there, the idea for this audio story was born. I wanted to explore what it is like to be what some might consider the “ultimate minority,” a Black, Muslim woman, particularly in predominantly white Portland, Oregon. What started out in mid-May as a general plan for a profile piece evolved overnight in the face of the May 26, 2017, attack on a local commuter train that left two men dead, one critically injured, and two young women traumatized and in hiding. 

In the context of the attack, Fatmah’s various identities took on a greater meaning because they allowed the victimized young women and their family to trust Fatimah at a time when their fear and vulnerability were heightened. She was able to step into a supporting role and organize on their behalf when their experiences were largely left out of media narratives and when some members of the public asserted that they weren't even “victims” and should be thankful to be alive. 

This story is about more than Fatmah’s experience of being affected by a hate crime. In our conversations we talk about racism within the Muslim community as it relates to Muslims of African descent and Muslims of Arab descent, her parents’ interracial marriage, and Fatmah’s early years reconciling her Palestinian and Libyan heritage and coming to terms with her Blackness as a youth growing up in the Portland area. (The piece contains strong language and descriptions of violence.)

Recently, on May 23, Lydia Grijalva, a spokesperson for the young women and their family, wrote in a post on GoFundMe, “It’s been an entire year since the MAX attack. Since then, we've been having more conversations about racism in Portland. We've painted a mural at the Hollywood transit center MAX stop. We've looked at this painful problem in our backyard, and folks have been thinking critically about how to make the world safer for black and brown folks. The girls who were the original targets of the violent attack are still here and still fighting to heal. In this last year, they've pushed themselves to stay busy, hustled to do well in school, found a therapist they like to work with, and continue to survive under circumstances that most of us could never imagine.”

This piece is dedicated to all of the unsung heroes like Fatmah who persist in the face of ignorance and hate, who give of themselves voluntarily for the benefit of our community, and who inspire us to be better people and stewards of each other. 


Gender, Identity, Race, Religion


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